Well the wedding is becoming closer and closer getting pretty nervous now having both families together for the first time. After recent events don't think its going to be smelling of roses.
Its like his family don't treat Andy like an adult as he is still living at home and as his sister is married and has a baby as well.
Everyone is focused on them I have been biting my tongue for so long now and can't wait to get out and start our own family life. We will be able to call the shots and no one will treat me like that again as I can not let them into my safe house.
I never want to be treated like that again I do not feel safe in the house every time I hear a car pull up I am up and ready to escape.
I shouldn't have to feel like that and be made to feel like the bad person who has no respect for the people who let me live there. I pay my way and should not have to feel un safe in my room.
He was so out of order.
They have not given a shit about the wedding have not offered any help we have had to ask for help. I have really tried to include them in this wedding but its all about his sister and her family.
Ever since they announced they were having a baby after we announced we are getting married.
Its been all about them.
I don't want a relationship like this I want to be able to get on with his family I did when I first met them now things have changed.
I guess living with them for a year I have come to see what truly goes on in the family and that is putting the one person I love dearly in the corner and forgotten about.
I am in 12 days time marring the one person I love and who makes me happy more than anything and not marring him for his family.
We are going to get on with our lives with or without them.
I have ww tomo night and really don't know how I have done just hope its enough for another lost this week then that will make 3 times in a row.
Here's to tomo WW..........................................
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