Thursday, February 28, 2008

End Of February 2008

Well coming to the end of the month and I can say at last I have manged to lose 3lbs do not know how but I have. Here's to March turning out to be a better month and more comes off me.
I can be quite happy with 3lbs a week that will be fine with me.

Well not much more to say just to say I can bloody do it and I shall be looking stunning for this wedding and make andy feel proud to be having me by his side.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Feb 25th

Well since last blog I did say I would write something good down.
That is not going to happen today as got bad news today a dear friend of mine passed away last night, she had been poorley was in hospital a few months ago with heart trouble and sadly that was what gave way. She will be sadly missed as a friend and choir member. But she lived a long life but never looked it.

The other sad thing is I am not doing so well with the weight especially after today news and that friends of mine can't seem or won't commit to my 30th birthday do but when its a nanny night out they can. I am feely very lonely and am thinking of moving away as I have nothing here to keep me as friends don't want to stay contact with me.

So all I want to do is eat but deep down I know that won't help me and will only make me feel even worse. Will ease the sadness for a bit till I step on those scales at the end of this week on Thursday.

My dietitian has suggested I try Slim fast but the thing with that is it can be expensive.
I need to stop eating crap and focus on this lovely dress I have seen.

There are a couple of people who are with me 100% and that is Andy and Emma as they take the time to read my blog and comment on it I would say they are my true friends and of course Andy is much more than that to me.
I thank them so much for incouraging me to do this.

Well here's to Thursday lets hope I am going the right way on the scales.