Thursday, February 9, 2012

Feb 2012

Well I have a huge set back its now 5 years on and I am still seeing drs had an Mri scan Monday was bloody tight getting in as caused my left arm 3 days to recover as had both my arms above my head for 30mins. I have to wait 2 weeks for results just hope after all that they find something and also why am I still in pain. I have been put on morphine now can't do the gym as walking is painful and hard even though  they have changed my programme but its just to hard and I get home in pain especially if its cold and damp.

Also I have 2 bladder tests one called a Cystoscopy and bladder pressure test.
My weight has gone up which is not  great as this year we want  to have a baby. Time is running out for us I turn 34 this year and feel this will be our only chance if we leave it any later it might not be first tme it could take a few goes.

I am focus with losing weight but what can I do if i can't work out this is why I have put on.