Well I am so frustrated am now off the tablets as I had put on sodding weight.
But been off them for 2 weeks and its so bloody hard of corse they were working as they were stopping me eat the wrong stuff. So now I am back to feeling hungry when I shouldn't be and tired again as I know I am putting the weight back on.
So mad but its so dam hard when not living on my own and cooking for myself.
To top things off even more I can not even think about having a baby this year as my medication hasn't even been tested as its so new its only being tested on animals.
So this illness is stopping me doing things yet again.
Well I do have a wedding to prepare for I know that is going to be the best day of my life but also having a baby is.
You know I had a dream as I child that I wasn't going to be able to have children and here I am in that dream.
