Day 2

Well today not so bad got to the gym and did a 30 min work out.
Was harder this time I guess its down to the fact I have put on a bit of weight.
So I pushed myself with speed, now feel rather tired.

Well my meeting is still on in London.
Its such an ideal job 2 school aged children one in Secondery school and the other with a year left in Primary School.
The job comes with a flat and car not sure on pay but hey it already sounds fab.
In North London on Hampsted Heath.
So a lovely place to have long walks.

I so hope something comes of this as really feeling tired due to the fact I am not doing a great deal and also I don't want to be out of the nannying field for to much longer.
I know people are saying take your time and get better.
But seriously how can I be off anymore am going mad.

Andy is going to be away from tomorrow and is back Sat and not many other people around.
Think I shall use the time to go swimming and the gym as I see my dietitian in a week.

Not looking forwarded to it I can tell you.

Day 1

Well my first day after the intro of my blog.
I got up early and was in the pool by 09.15.
Swam for an hour and in that hour I did 40 lengths was so pleased I manged to get to 40 as I have been doing about 30 to 35 for a while now.
Was very busy but that was not a problem as that helped me to speed up and do more.

I had a good breakfast just a small bowl of cereal.
For lunch is going to be good with frankfurters and couscous as its so quick and easy to do and pud will be banana and small pot of ambroser custard.
Also juice with that as well no sugar one.

Well I fell really could not really tired considering I was up at 6 am.
But my eyes are not feeling heavy like they would do when I am sitting down.

Need to cont.... with this as winters sets in it will get harder but as long as I feel like I have a lot of energy than I know if I stop and think I can't be bothered then and tiredness kicks in which is what I don't want.

Well thats it for now more tomo.

My life challenges

Well here goes my very first blog.
I thought I would start this to kick start the changes I have to make.
To make sure that I achieve the goals I want to make.
That is starting with my weight I have been ill for nearly a year with Caudi Equina Syndrome caused by working as a nanny and my weight.
I had to undergo major 4 hour surgery to remove my lower lumber disc's which were compressing on my nerves and caused me to be immobile and the use of my bowels were not in use.
I spent 6 weeks in hospital to have the surgery, to get pain under control and learn to walk again. Now I know what it its like for babies learning to walk stand for the very first time. The first time the physio got me up on my feet was amazing I forgot how tall I was.
Then the day for me to leave the hospital which was home for me for 6 weeks.
Was a strange feeling yes I wanted to leave and go home but I felt scared as I knew it was time for me to cope on my own and get myself better with out realign on the fantastic support of my nurses as well of my doctor who thought I would never walk again

Well here I am 8 months on and almost there the only thing now is to lose my weight as this is the one thing I hate now and to lose it to get down to my ideal weight will be great for one for shopping for new clothes but most of all my illness which will mean I have battled through it and the risk of it happening again is a lot less likely as I will be at my ideal weight which I hope is 10 and 12 stone., this time next year.
Well there we are the intro to my blog I will write every day about my progress and how I am finding the huge challenge I now have to face and get through.