Going to start with a happy event first.
3 weeks ago I finally did it I got married it still all feels a dream even looking at the photo's of the day.
It all went so quickly just wished I did stand back and take all in.
Going back now to the reasons of the blog sadly things are not going so well with weight watchers think with all these events going on had my Aunts golden wedding weekend just gone.
I went to the gym and weighed myself after my workout and so angry with myself that I put on 3lbs will go to WW on Thursday will gym tomo and Thursday as its not till the evening.
But really need to focus more on why I am doing this.
Everyone thinks I have done so well in fact I haven't.
It doesn't help with my in laws finding last years tins of sweets and gets them out and tells me these need eating. I am so upset by their action and how they have not thought that I can not have these in my sight. When they told me it was like they were joking sweets down stairs may kill you but need eating. Why the hell don't they throw them away. Its like sweets for halloween for the children well I doubt they will get them as like last year they got eaten. Yes I will put my hands up to day I was with them.
But I need every possible support with this.
I should be happy now I have had the wedding of my dreams and love my husband very much but deep deep down I am not happy and that is with me and only me.
I will do this and only I can do it.
