Well here we are few months left of the year.
My goal was to be at least 3 stone down but it hasn't happend at the moment. Iam really not sure what is going on I am watching what I eat but its still not going the right way. Tomorrow I will try and have a swim and get myself back to the gym.
I feel like this will never happend and my husband and I won't be able to have children that we both want so much.
I just don't get it, we don't have chocolate any cakes we have are low fat snacks bars are low fat under 99 cals. I eat alot of fruit and our main meals aways meat and veg or pasta or rice.
It could be I am eating just to much. But suffereing bowl problems where it can be a week with out going to the loo and so I feel bloated all the time. But this week I have been pretty much every day.
I am off to see my new GP next week and going to have a chat with him. Something needs to be done as another winter is coming and that only means more pain than I have now.
Fingers cross the gym works out and I can at least swim again.
shall update more tomorrow.
