Well can not believe that soon I will of been married for a year where has the time gone.
It does seem a while since I wrote on here but a lot has happened.
Firstly I had to move back home as I couldn't cope with the stairs at my in law's home.
Later before Christmas I had another MRI scan done as pain in my right leg and hip was like before so panic struck in. So When I saw Yanni for my result sort of knowing what they would be.
Was told I had a new prolapse disc but this time on my right side where as the others where on my left.
He booked me in to have a nerve root block injection to ease the pain.
So I waited 4 months for this and it didn't work I am still in pain but as its now summer its not so bad manageable with pain killers I have now been given back on the old lot again.
I just seem to be going backwards and forwards and getting tired now.
At the time of the injection op I was told it was a 50 50 if I had known that I wouldn't of gone through with it even they did say to me are you happy to go a head I said well am here now was told to starve from night before and didn't have to ( thanks NHS nurses)
It made me put on weight and the other side effects from it made me feel down and just not myself my periods were every 2 weeks but its now back to normal but I did have the sodding thing on my honeymoon where we had booked a lovely place in Cornwall with a hot tub and I could only use it once.
But we shall return.
Things are good on the non medical side of my life we have our own place for 3 months now its lovely to have the room to do what we like and to live as a married couple as we didn't after we got married.
Am going to have to find a new GP who will understand my condition and maybe help me with my weight maybe look at going on these new tablets called alli but I need to make sure its safe.
All my friends around me have children who have had a baby and I feel sadden that I have let myself get like this with my weight and not to be able to have children.
In some ways it has made me more determined as now being 32 I really want to have one we both do we are ready now we have our place and are married all the 2 things I said I wanted first before having children and now I am stuck with this problem and need to get over these hurdles so we can.
Well not much more to add thats me up to date.
