Well since last blog I did say I would write something good down.
That is not going to happen today as got bad news today a dear friend of mine passed away last night, she had been poorley was in hospital a few months ago with heart trouble and sadly that was what gave way. She will be sadly missed as a friend and choir member. But she lived a long life but never looked it.
The other sad thing is I am not doing so well with the weight especially after today news and that friends of mine can't seem or won't commit to my 30th birthday do but when its a nanny night out they can. I am feely very lonely and am thinking of moving away as I have nothing here to keep me as friends don't want to stay contact with me.
So all I want to do is eat but deep down I know that won't help me and will only make me feel even worse. Will ease the sadness for a bit till I step on those scales at the end of this week on Thursday.
My dietitian has suggested I try Slim fast but the thing with that is it can be expensive.
I need to stop eating crap and focus on this lovely dress I have seen.
There are a couple of people who are with me 100% and that is Andy and Emma as they take the time to read my blog and comment on it I would say they are my true friends and of course Andy is much more than that to me.
I thank them so much for incouraging me to do this.
Well here's to Thursday lets hope I am going the right way on the scales.
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