Feb 2009

Well not been here for a while winter seems to be on its way out now,thank goodness/.
There are many signs of spring have seen many flowers and the sun has been out, the evenings are getting longer. No more dark and dreary evenings.

OK so a little update on me the battles with my weight and coping with my illness.
Weight first is good I have gone down from 26 to 24 nearly 22. Especially with tops and underwear at last. I have thrown out all my clothes that are to big so I don't slip backwards.
Last month when I saw my GP I had lost 3 kilos. So I really hope I can achieving this again.

Dealing with CES well its seems to me not improving. I still have pain in my legs every time I go to get up or when I have been out walking. Its one of those no win situations. I am now having to take movacole for my bowls which is working but my stools have gone very soft to where I spend 10 mins having to clean myself with wipes and now having to wear pads 24/7. That is so going to look sexy for my wedding (not).

After doing some more research on CES I have found that if I was treated from the moment I complained about pains in my back and legs I would may of recovered fully by now.
But as it was left longer than 48 hours they say it ill take seval years for regrowth of nerves.

So this explains why 2 years on I am no better.
Am off to see ym GP on TUesday to ask if I can have a baby while on these tablets as I have tried to come off them but as I am still in pain and have crump again in my left foot.

My wedding plans are going well I have all the bits ready cut out to make the invitations this week so I can get them out next month.
AS we now down to 6 months to go.
Pretty scary really as I never thought I would get this far in planning.
Due to past experiances.
I do know this is going to happen but still feels unreal.